Countdown Hajj in 12 days

Endah tak sempat nak berblog seminggu dua ni.. sibuk ngan study, sibuk ngan revision haji... tu tak termasuk rasa berdebar-debar, tup tap tup tap lagi 12 hari Endah nak berangkat. Baby masih go on ngan nightmares dia... agaknya dia takut kami tinggalkan dia masa dia tidur so endup dia nangis almost every night naik biru mata Endah, kekdang rasa tension gak kita dah la penat kat opis, tidur tak pernah nak cukup nya.. sesekali tertinggi gak la suara.. tapi cepat2 cover bila teringat nanti nak tinggalkan dia.. yang paling tersentuh hati bila dalam tangis tu she said sorry mommy.. tersentuh hati Endah cepat2 beristigfar.

last weekend cuti 3 hari bestnya.. but we used the valuable time to bring her somewhere.. yesterday we planned to bring her to klcc park bagi dia main puas2 but traffic very bad.. so we change our direction to IKEA. she was asleeep along the way, terbangun awal pagi tu... we stopped at the Mc D for breakfast. nasib McD kat situ ada playroom so si kecik conquer kat diasorang sebab still early. After that we went to IKEA saja bagi dia explore mainan kat situ.. Since we all nak pi haji ni Endah n Hubby rasa nak beli everything untuk baby nasib duit tak banyak.. yang kelakar tu hubby offer kat baby nak beli satu camp of animal baby siap cakap 'tak payahla', getting that remarks from 2 years old girl.. cam kelakar la pulak..we even asked what she wants... punya desperate mak ayah.. kartun pulak rasanya.. anyway, I bought her abacus and a cute blue dinosour. Lupa Endah nak cite baby's favourite animal is cat.. so she had one for her 1st b'day and we thought of buying her a big garfield.. end up she refused that garfield and chose 2 more cats yang tak de brand nye.. so leni kat rumah Endah we have 1 little girl + 3 cats. semua tu nanti kena angkut balik kampung.

back to persiapan haji.. Endah dah finished packing our things.. tinggal revision tgk cd and baca buku takut ada mana2 tertinggal... Endah mintak hubby decide nak buat haji apa.. since we all pi akhir so we have choice.. susahla pualk nak decide.. yang hubby ni sat nak tamatuq .. last fews day, nak ifrad pulak.. Endah let him decide la... apa2 pun kena doa banyak2 agar semua urusan Allah permudahkan dan berjalan lancar. Aminnn..